little-reisuke

My partner of 12 years came out as gay in an amicable separation where we are even still living as roommates and friends but the initial breakup has done a number on me mentally, emotionally and and even physically. So I decided to do a dive into myself because as I became single and a flood of people who never showed interest before suddenly all wanted to hang out because I was now available and it was such a big turn off! I didn’t want anyone’s attention and it was making me sick while I was already unwell and honestly the idea of romance was never my thing but I loved this one person so damn much it was crazy. After doing a lot of self-analyzing and research I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m actually Demi-aromantic, pansexual, and gender fluid. I feel like that’s a mouthful and I’m just so used to throwing out “bisexual” that I doubt I’ll switch despite the self discovery but it has helped me understand a lot more about myself and it’s helped me understand a lot of things that I