final loss

my flesh is burning
yet i feel so cold
i am at home
yet i feel so lost
my body alive
but my spirit long since dead
what was i
and what have i become
i am nothing
yet i am everything
loveless
yet ever loved
alone
yet this someone is ever with me
i know this man
yet i have never known him
and he stands there calling me
calling me back
he says he loves me that he needs me
that i musn't leave him now
but i dont understand
though i have always known
that my time must come eventually
but am i ready
will it happen here and now
im scared
will i dissapear into oblivion
i'm not ready to find out
but am given no choice
he cries out to me one last time
before i float away
there are tears on his cheeks
and though he is screaming right beside me
hes voice seems far away
and i slowly become numb
but find myself in pain
for i have lost him
forever...